No need to do the whole month by month thing,
sooo here we go.

09 was rough for me,
RIP Tio Berto! hope your diggin paradise
sigh.. Had to move on though right?

Senior Boys Basketball 08-09,
bc Catholics, and provincials.. Dope ass memories.
Illin with all the guys n girls, love all of you
Encounter XXIX, love my brothers!
MCD in march? thank God for you skipping school yag<3
June 12, 2009, "this is number one" <3
senior boys soccer 09-10
just some small highlights of the year,
there were alot.
2010, I'm not ready for you but I got no choice do I.
Let's kill this tish!

<3 you guys

avatar is fucking pretty crazy shit,
maybe one of the best movies ive watched in 09.
chocolate cookie ice cream frappe at gogo tea with the guys?
pretty dope!
good night tonight,
tomorrow i got ball, and gonna watch 2012 with my dad maybe.
I havent been feeling good latley but whatever,
2009 is coming to an end and its been okay... had its ups and plenty of downs.
but ill save this untill later.

I got 99 problems and they all bitches

"Ignorance to cope, man, ignorance is bliss,
ignorance is love and I need that shit,
and if i cared about the blogs I’d probably be a jackass"

kid cudi kills it.

at the end of the day i'm walking with a heart of a lion

im done blogging for a bit...
im just to angry to blog anything atm,

open your fucking eyes and look at the world around you, you self centered fuck.

no regrets on life,
thanks for everything these past 3 years lord.
you made me a better person.

to whom IT MAY concern

I believe that truth has only one face: that of a violent contradiction - Georges Bataille

its funny, straight up... who do you think you are?
think your all that now?
no ones likes a bitch straight up..
people LIKE YOU are the reason why I'm so angry all the time...
this past year has been rough, not on just me but my family..
not gonna lie it shouldn't be an excuse.
i shouldn't be acting the way i am lately, but i am so that's to damn bad.
but whatever its all about you isn't it,
sorry but I learn slow and it shows, because this is life.. and who are you to tell me whats wrong and right?
If i offend I'm sorry,
but I’m living life and I’m happy, I ain’t thinking about tomorrow.

" Life’s not what you take, it’s not about the promises you make.
It’s not about the friends you might of made or love that is gone.
Life is what you give, it’s not about the stupid things you did.
Its not about the way things could have been, it’s about moving on.
It’s all about you.
So every morning when you wake before the first step that you take,
Just think it’s all what you make it, and you’ll make it through."

today:
drove to new west to fix dash panel in my truck, (safety hazard)
scorekeeped and watched Senior girls game against Burnett,
beat north delta 73-71.. should have been by more but oh well, 0 points? 57555 rebounds? surprised i got gamestar t-shirt... why?
anniversary, 6 months! laaav you boo
glad we had that talk babe!
ayce with tease
drove around with tease
then chilllllllllllled at her house
NOW THE BAD NEWS....
im missing almost $500 from my cut debit account........
and i got a 45$ parking ticket... fucking imperial parking!
so im stressed but happy!

this week is gonna be THE SHIT!
monday: Game @STM
Tuesday: Game @VC
Thurs-Sat: Tournament @Cambie.

all ball this week again, plus last week of school before Christmas break..
ang tish. LETS KILL IT, keep the goooood times rolling!

happy 6 months baby!
hopefully one of the many to come,
thanks for sticking with me even though im the biggest baby out there.
i hate how i barley see you some weeks because of fucking basketball n school..
but ill make it a promise ill try to see you more often love.
have fun at work today you gaf, and cant wait to see you later:)
lovvvveee you!

oh and btw St. Pats - North Delta
come watch 3pm, hype hype hype

ay!

shamrock starts tomorrow, lets kill it!
Thursday: DT
Friday: McNeil
Saturday: North Delta

kill it? i sure hope so.

"this goes out to the beautiful girl!"
cant wait till Saturday bay, gonna surprise your ass :)

Raphael Saadiq is craaaaaaaaaaaaaazzzzzzyyyyy!
listening to his mixtape all day.

Simple as dat for your simple ass,

something

literally fell asleep and woke up to this song, its been stuck in my head all week.
ball starts today... here we go=/
Game 1: South Delta

Fallen too fast
Clearly rules don't apply
Can't believe that I just met you
You got me here
Watching minutes past by
Wondering when to express you
There you go
Is this a dream
Looking like every picture
That I seen of you before
I've seen it all before
Now that it's over. I shoulda known better

When you think this is real and
You could be mine
I should have known better
Slowed it down cause I feel
You needed time

But I kept thinking
This could be something
This could be something
This could be something
This could be
This could be
This could be something
This could be something
This could be something

Maybe it's just nothing at all
But this could be something
This could be something
This could be
This could be
This could be something
This could be something
This could be something

Maybe it's just nothing at all
At all... at all...
Maybe it's just nothing at all
At all... at all...

I guess it's what we make it

I guess it's what we make it

I guess it's what we..

day in the life

baby, I don't know what it is but you drive me crazy!















I don't know what it is but I Love You.

buggin out

peace! stupid ass movie...


4 practices and 6 games this week, Sunday November 29th- December 5th
PLUS 2 soccer practices and a game on Sunday.

exams have been over for me since monday afternoon..
this week has been good week of relaxing and just chilling
preparing for next weeks hard work..
4 paractices and 7 games in 7 days.....
OKKKKAAAY!
PLUS SOCCER PRACTICES and game!
im gonna be so tired.

yesterday was chill.
happy birthday joey love you mayne,
beats in the apple store,
santa pictures
queen e chill
grad pics
eating with the ronegs.
all in all good day..
even though it started of reeeeeeeeaaaallly bad.

common is the tish, all his songs on repeat.

I’ll be one tough act to follow

now that's just straight up bitch like..

"Look, if you had one shot, or one opportunity
To seize everything you ever wanted, One moment
Would you capture it or just let it slip?"

Lyfe Jennings - Must Be Nice

this song is on repeat.

i was reading this note on facebook this morning....
all I can say to "that" is.......

"Must be nice
Having someone who understands the life you live
Must be nice
Having someone who's slow to take and quick to give
Must be nice
Having someone who sticks around when the rough times get thick
someone who's smile is bright enough to make the projects feel like a mansion
Must be nice
Having someone who loves you despite your faults
Must be nice
Having someone who talks the talk but also walks the walk
Must be nice"

exams start tomorrow...
and my mind is pulled far from where it should be... and that's studying.
im so confused with everything in my brain right now.. i cant explain whats going on.. its just happening.
tiiiisssh maaaayne.
guess its my pursuit of happiness.. if that makes sense?
iunno
feels like im missing something.
like something needs to be fulfilled?
all these questions.. but no answer.
sigh.. this cant be happening... again
faaaaaaaaaacking tish.

anyways im dead for English
skeptical about history
and having no worries bout french..
stupid me...
wasnt it the exact opposite last year?

*she got those eyes, those eyes that will see right through you*

im scared of my future, uvic looks so dope but so expensive, guess its langara for me?
no more kishu, PEACE.. hope no one got hurt though.
talking about dreams in FM/Psych.
senoir girls volleyball is the tishh, peace STM
3-0
dayyyyyymnn girl ;), picked up tease, aka mauryn
drove to pt.grey to watch magee play gladstone
nice try girls, but your coach sucks
left so many holes in ur d!
illlled with tease.. :)
good bonding time especially since i only see her 1-2-3 times a week :(
buttt i laaaavvv you!
5 months strong girl, lets keep the good times coming
looooveee you :)

ps. im hella excited for saturday afternoon!!
AAAAHHHH TIIIIISSSSH

As time passes, I’m just keeping the faith, Composing my thoughts and rearranging my plates.

say something

Doin' What I Can....
its still so far to go..

I want another Encounter..

so i was doing my English homework last night and i was watching hitch at the same time..
its probably why i did not get any homework done.. especially my synthesis essay that was due like 2 weeks ago.. so i took this quote out of the movie,
"Because that's what people do. They leap, and hope to God they can fly, because otherwise you just drop like a rock, wondering the whole way down, why in the *hell* did I jump? But here I am, Sarah, falling, and the only one that makes me feel like I can fly... is you."

this week consists of
school... obviously,
basketball on Tuesday Wednesday and Thursday Sunday....
soccer on Tuesday Thursday and Sunday at 4pm..
SOOOO
right after my soccer game in north van at 4pm, I have to get all the way back to St.Pats by 6 to fucking practice....
.... great

JUST TO BE!

Encounter XXIX...
I wish i could talk about it but i cant..
you know its basically what robin said on his blog,
learned so much about myself, others, and GOD..
thanks brothers for the amazing experience
i love all you guys from the bottom of my heart,
thanks for the amazing weekend!
if you guys need anything im always here!
"JUST TO BE IS A SINGBLESS!"

now is back to school, English essay, french oral, ce essay, catch up in history?
shiit so much, but its time to get focused and kill school!
basketball starts Wednesday, okay!
here we go time to get back in shape and kill it on the boards and on defence.

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEETIT!

its was a good run,
but the season is over.
Lost 2-0 to Pemberton
Lost 2-1 to WPGA, heartbreak in last minute of the game... faaaack

thanks boys for the year, its been pretty dope playing with all you guys
much love!

now its time to move on to ball.. faaack its gonna be a good year!

plans for today?
prob just gonna chill at home and rest, im so bruised and sore..
or imma go watch a movies n chill or something.. depends on how i feel.

encounter this weekend!
faaack im scared man.
but lets kill it!

Carly Rae Jepson is so cute, shooooot!
TUG OF WAR!

world on fire

straight up real talk..I don't care who reads this or anything..
"but he's turned into such a jerk, im kinda disgusted with myself for even considering a friendship with the guy that he's turned into."

OKAY, YES... I AM A JERK..
if i look back from grade 8 to now.. jesus...
what a difference,
I mean... im different
i used to be the biggest pushover out of all pushovers and in a sense i still am..
BUT just because i act a certain way shouldn't "classify" me as the type of person I am..
sure my morals and ideals n all that changed..
like fuck i started to smoke weed over this summer.. like straight up no lie
ive lost my faith in a sense with God.. like i still love God and believe in him
but what happened with my Uncles recently and seeing its effect on my family is heartbreaking at the least..
If i stayed the same then that would scare me..
honestly ive changed these past few years..
the things ive done, the things I did, the things that I WILL do
are all gonna help me bring into perspective who I really am as a person..
because even though I do act like a jerk or whatever you wanna call "me" as..
im still that loving kid who can listen to any ones problems, situations, or whatever,
im still that kid who will be that shoulder you can lean on during those rough times in our lives,
im still that kid who loves rap music.. especially Kanye West... remember Jade n Rona?
HAHA shiit good times, but I know who I am deep down inside... and if you wanna call me jerk n what ive become then go ahead.
who am I to stop you from thinking that?
its your opinion..
you were part of my life for 3 years...
shiiit 3 years.. that's a pretty long time.
and your still part of my life cuz honestly, im not gonna forget you..
the things you've taught me
the things you've done for me
just im not gonna forget YOU!
because you've been an influential person in my life,
and without you being there those 3 years who knows what Id be right now..
so even though im a "jerk" to you,
im saying thank you for everything.
whatever happened between us happened and like im glad,
because i wouldn't be where Im at right now if things happened differently,
and im glad things happened the way the did cuz im pretty gosh darn satisfied with my life,
I got dope loving family,
I got my homies, my boys n girls who've been there since day 1.
I got my Girl:) Mauryn who im so glad I got the privilege to meet in my life and that I have the honor of being your being your Boyfriend! laaaavv yeah you yag! :)
and just all them small things that i take for granted everyday..
im not gonna live regretting decisions i should have made cuz
fuck that.. I made them, i don't got no time machine to go back in time..
so whatever just live life...


hope you enjoyed that long rant of spelling errors, and HORRIBLE punctuation mistakes..
i prob contradicted myself somewhere in there and made myself sound so stupid or something
but you know what I mean... well i hope you guys do!


K SOO TODAY!
shiiit soccer all day

Pender Harbour:
crazy game... 0-0 won 3-1 on PKS
I pulled of some sort of miracle and saved 3/4 penalty shots

Fraser Academy:
chilled game, won 6-0
good job boys, we just need 1 win out of 2 games tomorrow...
WE GOT THIS TISH!

oh hey.. btw... PEACE STM!
get the faaaaccck out of gym..
Sr girls came back from 0-2 down to kill it 3-2..
shiiit good game, good job ladies!

anyways, thanks for reading this far you guys!
ill stop by telling you to listen to this crazy trance/techno song.
Live For Music - DJ Shog
love you guys!
PEACE

valediction

no school tomorrow.
game vs pender harbour at 10am
game vs Waldorf at 1pm
we haven't won a game in 2 years.. and we have to win 2 straight to qualify for final 4.
we can do this, i have faith.

im frustrated as FUCK
encounter is this weekend right?
well on saturday i have a provincial qualifying game... at 4pm
and i have to be there, im the only goalie.
so wtf do I do?
shiit this is so yag.
if i can just get out for like 3 hours..
faaaaaack

done

it starts now,
time to get my head into the game.
I need to show up tomorrow..
mind and all,
ready
to
kill
it..!

bodwell.. your gonna get rocked.

shine blockas!

missed out on paranormal activity cuz of my rents...
shiit, heard it was good?
fuuuuccccccckkk, its all good though
spent some good quality time with mauryn.. n denise HAHA
amityville horror? that shit is weak!

this week has been a struggle to say the least,
another family member passed away
sad, depressed faces around my house..
its been hard to take.
the fact that Ive been considering questioning my faith has been rough,
i know its all part of Gods plan and things happen for a reason,
it just breaks my heart to see my parents n family like this.

School was hella easy this week,
1 a and 1 b on my french quizzes
aced my history test (according to katie vickers)
handed in all my homework on time.. like it should be
so its going alright

im supposed to work today... but its my last day at ON
and i got a soccer game at 230..
so fuck ON
not even gonna call or anything, not like it matters.
what are they gonna say? im already quitting.
plus i need to get myself ready for Monday and Wednesday
lower mainlands... shit need to win 2 out of 3 games those 2 days.
lets kill it!

plan for today?
soccer till 4
dinner with family
then tees, OI MESH gonna kill you all in poker.

kicks open

work all weekend long = no outside life...
fuck i missed out on so much shit... wtf
peace ON your store looks like shit!
total money made this weekend: $163.98
hollllaa, saving up!

MIGHT still be able to go to tiesto.. if i work.
easy shit, can get in the back door, Wade ur the shit if you can get me in mayne.

soccer this week, Windermere.. watch us please? :)
basketball starting soon, cant wait to get back in shape and get buff in the weight room HAHAHA

so its thankgiving today and i just wanna say to everyone,
thanks for being there for me through the past couple years
means alot, lets kill this year up and enjoy it while we can
so thankfull to have friends like you guys.
much love

and to baby boo, happy 4 months luuuvvv, so thankfull for everything! (:

im sprung

fuckk not again :(
why is God doing this shit to me,
its like tormenting me forsho.
but DAMN i was like... WOW, pretty damn speechless.
but still, shiit...
AHHHH

work all weekend..
peace to me. $200 this weekend though!
almost at 2k in new chequing account, dope.

fuck erika david is the shiit, party in the usa cover.

im dead, my english prompt SUCKS.
Im usually pretty good at narratives but this one just shitted the bed.
i sware im pretty good at this shit
WTF happend, maybe cuz i rushed? and blabled on about bullshit?
fuck, nannery is gonna think im a dumbass.
FUCK
i still got to study for french
FUCK...
fuck it whatever it doesnt count for marks so fuck it, its just to see where we are at!
plus my computer is so fucked up it fucked up the spacing of my paragraphs... gg


work tomorrow 5-10
work Saturday 1-7
work sunday 1-7
finally gonna hand in resignation from fucking ON.. hope the store looked like shit when the inspectors came in on monday!

peace im out, i need to sleep i went to school 2 hours late today... GG

ushers back

spitting that fire!

thaa groove

im fucking sick as a mofucka.
celtics 0-3 templeton
had that shit
hit the crossbar twice. FUCK

just woke up half an hour ago.
i feel so drugged up.
so much medication.
tea is the shit btw.

your working right now... thats so gay
stupid timmy hoes.. (:
have fun baking breads and donuts HAHAHA

fuck english homework, ill do that shit later
gonna play some UFC, thanks ed man.
PEACE

stress

ON looks so diffrent. holy
so lucky i stayed in the back doing accessory run backs.
then was put in fits for an hour.
DOPE
work was sooooo busy n shiit.
was so dead at the end, all of us didint even want to color code and size code n shiit, so we slacked off closing hour.

yeee ahh shit Favourite Girl - Marques Houston.
listen to that tish all the way from richmond to tito robs house with yaahh and my pink headphones are the shiitt! your just jealous you yag (:

finnaly got to ride the canada line.. shitt its pretty dope.

so soccer tomorrow vs temp
LETS KILL IT
then soccer x2 on wed,
soccer at tech, or work at ON on wedensday.... hmmmmmmmmm
soccerx2 thursday
work at Parking Dept Friday
Work at ON Saturday..
shiiit so busy this week.
frick ):
sad face yo!

30 days left holllllllaaaaa!

i get paper

October is so busy... holy shit
I got work on Sunday 1-7 at ON
handing in my resignation that day to effective October 11Th.
Soccer every day next week.
Work on the 9Th and Parking Dept.
then work on the 10Th 1-7 at ON
AND AGAIN
soccer every day following week..
jesus plus more October shifts for Parking Dept tba...

expected income for October? hopefully over $400.. but prob less.
gonna be chill today, planning on chilling with the family till after dinner
then head out with mauryn n Denise maybe
then drink drink drink.. hopefully.
peace I'm out, got soccer in an hour.

"love is about being cute and
stupid. not being in bed together."

lean on me!

just smiles all around tonight (:
reading your blog just put a smile on my face!
i wont even be able to sleep tonight!
THANKS ALOT!
:)

"but girl youve been my sunshine
when all my clouds were gray"

say what you will.

im not gonna spaz because its not worth it,
i dont want no bullshit.
if people wanna say shit, fuck it.. say all the shit you want, true or false cuz i dont give a FUCK anymore..
no point getting upset cuz it wont make a difference.

Homework:
English: - Synopsis of 3 plays, paragraph each
- Review of favourite play/ page long
- Review of worst play / page long
- Comment on Best Actor / paragraph
- Narrative: Due October 9th latest
- Read Polonius speech and get ready for questions/October 5th.
History: Worksheets/ easy shit right there, love history.
French: En Ecrit worksheet

Law: 78-79 3 human rights events, paragraph each one.
Psych/FM: Worksheets.

fuck English man... so much, but its all good.
already finished my narrative and 3 synopsis..
now its time for law!

it wasnt a good today..
all started this morning when my mom started to cry in the car while I was driving cuz there was a mass this weekend for my uncle and she was telling me about it..
made me feel like shit all day.. like i may have looked happy but shiiit alot of thinking was going through my head..
straight up it hasnt been a good year so far for my family..
but i love them and we gotta stick together and get through these hardships right now.
Rest In Paradise Alberto Morgadinho.. love you and miss you.

anyways, soccer.. we play brit tomorrow.
come out and watch!
like robin said in his blog, its our last year!
now i gotta finish Law and get shit of my mind..
straight up homework is my stress reliever right now.

im good

good start to the week,
chill classes, Ive missed everyone shiiit.
good to catch up with everyone.
FM B block is the tiiiissssh.
Religion C block, not so much.

saw ugly at the bus stop going to the game... :) all laaaav
St.Patricks 2-5 Killarny
its not as bad as i thought.. i mean we scored twice! and only let in 5 goals, should have been 4.. maybe 3.. fucking jhonnel.
haven't played mid in years and it showed..
but i played alright.. i think.
iunno i lost the ball couple times so thats not really good but whatever only first game for me.
im to used to play Goalie or Striker on the rare occasion for my club team.
but so far from what ive seen,
im so fucking excited for soccer this year.. we look pretty decent
better then last couple years.
Brit on Wednesday!
kill them fuckers.
it was a GOOD weekend, well mostly a good Sunday!
anyways im tired i need to sleep PEACE!
OH BTW, 14.00 and hour at pacific coliseum.

For Da Love Of..

now now now, 1 day left till ashland..
so friday was dope day kayaking, hiking and good talks.. pretty dope day
then watched brothers soccer game that night in surrey.
fuck im so pissed though, i hate fucking drama starters..
if your gonna say shit bout someone atleast ask and make sure the facts are accurate..
fuck.. BULLSHIT
anyways saterday..
woke up t 9, fell asleep till 11 and ate, bussed to mannys then skytrained n bussed to SFU to meet up with Chris and John to watch volleyball, good job ladies 2nd place is pretty dope for our small school! should have won though but its all good, were gonna own up catholics n provincials.
so after the loss to riverside... shiiit met up with denise who was there to and bussed with her, her friends and manny and took the 144 to metrotown.
so we got there manny got off at nanaimo and went home for a bit and me n denise went to mervs house for family party.. it was soo hella akward at first jesus, mauryns parents for some reason just looked at me like i was a diffrent guy.. fuck i need to shave and get a cut. i look like im 30.
so all in all it was a dope chill night with gay @mldelarosa! HAHA
I dont wanna go ashland anymore=/
gonna miss you..
gonna miss everyone.
for some reason im not really into my birthday this year....
iunno just doesnt seem important to me anymore.
tomorrow, i got soccer at 12 and imma try to get a cut after 6...
then family party?
iunno.
straight up i dont feel good latley, like not health wise but menatly wise.. like im thinking to much about things.
.. but thats another story for another blog.
Im tired and i gotta wake up in like 9 hours so im off to sleep.
night blog.

the real thing is hard to replace... aint it?

repeating this all day,
especially R Les rapping at the end.
killer lyrics.

"you wanted to break up, now your calling me up, just a matter of time girl before your wondering whats up"

kayaking tomorrow, chill on weekend, soccer Sunday afternoon then im out for a week for ashland! lets rock this!
btw Senior boys soccer.. were gonna rock it guys.

the message

stop trying to social climb..
your just putting yourself in a deeper hole
ever since what you did,
there arnt alot of people who trust you, like you, or respect you.
so go ahead, keep talking behind peoples backs,
keep saying it wasn't your fault,
take the blame for your actions
instead of blaming other people..
cuz really, theres not one really to blame but yourself.
and stop using people..
that just makes you hella shallow.
... fuck what happened to you...

good weekend,
first game back for soccer, 2-1 win.. thats always good right?
anniversary with gay @mldelarosa
at earls.
then hit up a walk around science world and chilled around there
then went to denises house and watched transformers with soaps tap jhunn and jordan.
pretty dope night!
lets keep these good times rolling.
i love how history is first tomorrow,
i sware im gonna rock that class!!
criminal minds is sooo weird, but pretty good to watch though.

"MUCH ADO ABOUT NOTHING"
what a weird name for a play....
HAHA fuck i got soccerx2 and im supposd to work thursday...
HAHAHA guess i cant go to the seminar... dot dot dot dot dot
350$ i owe?
frick i dont wanna pay...
ahhhh shiiit ):

gonna go watch some soccer with my dad,
peace blogspottttttttttttttt.


"more beautiful than the World,
Word, matter of fact beautiful ain’t the word,
unexplainable is the beauty of her"

on to the next one

life goes by so fast..
wtf grade 12?
September is gonna be the shit though..
finally get to travel to the states..
i sware Ive only gone past the border like 4 times in my life.
3 times to birch bay and once to tulalip.
every time i watch house i get a feeling that something is wrong with me.. like inside me.
HAHA freaking weird.
sleepy time.
night yall,

fuck I'm feeling sad and depressed...
not relationship problems, that shit is going gooooooooooodddd! :)
but iunno like i feel like... iunno
its stupid to explain
feels like ive done something wrong, but iunno cuz Ive barley been out since i work night shifts...
like especially this vibe im getting from a certain individual...
maybe its nothing.. maybe its something
fuck iunno.
i hate having this feelings inside shiit,
feels so hurt and it may not even be anything

work today was chill!
4-1am at Franklin school with Adrienne and then Daniel after 12.
i love my foremen "supervisors"..
there so chill shit.

I miss my uncle.. shiit Rest In Paradise!
this hasn't been a good summer I honestly must say...
shiitt.

I'm off to sleep,
gotta wake up at 1 to watch Canada-Uruguay for FIBA Americas Basketball
HAHAHA
night blog!

P.S. Song of the night.. : Well Done - Passion(SF).. RIP Uncle!

its common sense

work at old navy is such a bitch,
i thought during the pne id rather be at old navy...
oh, was i wrong
pne is so chill, i got the chillest supervisor ever and i fucking just sit around and tell cars where to park or direct them in any direction they need to go. If i get less then 10 cars in my area I can leave.. so after 11 all i gotta do is accurately count how many there are for reports coming in over the radio.

people just piss me off at old navy, fucking throwing shit all over the place and not giving a rats ass who cleans it up.
especially today when a fucking Indian lady picked up a WHOLE STACK of white shirts i just folded and threw them on other piles one by one looking for the right size....... and I'm right beside her while shes doing it. or when ANOTHER Indian lady accidentally dropped 3 coat hangers and did int even think of picking them up and just kept on walking..

maybe its because i only had a 5 hour sleep and didn't eat all day till 7pm but i sware i wanted to kill someone. especially my fucking boss telling me to go greet people... they think im fucking annoying and shit when i do that. I'm fucking trying to clean Woman's Clearance which is always a mess.... and I'm half way done and i have to fucking greet people in the store, every single one.. and when i go back to Clearance, fucking shits all messed up again.
i know i sound like a fucking baby and shit but i just got so pissed..

in part i just had a really bad day from start to finish..
but boo hoo, whatever.
I'm finally off after tomorrow..
5 days of working.
my feet hurt.
still got a week n a half left.

i cant sleep and its 4:10..
Jesus.
time is ticking, time is ticking away.

lets make music!

dope day yesterday,
chilled with jael making some deep fried twix, mars bars, and snickers.
holy shit so good
then headed to Marvin's got a cut,
then chillllllllllllleeeeed
fucking crazy ass talk damn
"your cool, but i am cool, I am THE cool"
AHHAH fucking crazy stories.
then just chilled at home with the family
couldn't go back out cuz my brother wasn't home and he did int have his key
shiiit.
peace to my summer,
I'm like working 2 and half weeks straight except for the 27Th, OWN IT UP SHANNON AND CHRIS!
lets start making that cash baby!
school in 17 days
birthday and Oregon in 30 days
74 days till destiny.......
HAHAHAHA
riiiigghht.
work 4-closing, that's like either 12-1-2... SHIIIT

full blogpost tomorrow night... or saturday morning.. depends how i feel
need to vent some shit out.
but till then,
enjoy this..
PEACE

doog day today
watermania with the guys then rc
pretty dopeee dope dope.

start work tomorrow, 4-10
everyone says its so easy but iunno yo,
im like stressing,
i dont wanna fuck up on my first day at work!
im missing ball to,
and i need the practice because i suck...
in rybl im averaging like 4 points and like 7 rebounds a game....
and like...4 fouls
I suck, jesus.

Kook and the Gang, hella 1980's music but still pretty good,
soooo llich.

problems? nah i dont got any right now, my life is really just calm at the moment.
although this certain person is pissing me off because he or she is hella trying to social climb because he or she has no friends anymore and no one likes this person.. and he or she is using peoples kindness.

like wtf? no one really likes you anymore,
and you still have the nerve to use people?
abuse there kindness?
wtf, such bullshit.
but its all good.
whatever happens happens.

mom comes back tomorrow night and my baby girl in 7 days:(
i miss my mom.
shit.

92 more days..
fucking 3 months.
so far.

keep on keepin the faith!

Fucking love you guys man
no homo,
dope night
Det and Danica,
you guys are fucking awesome.
areyouthatdense,your yag!
seap what a night/morning!

only 4 hours of sleep.
imma take a long ass nap!

finally start work Wednesday n Friday 4-10pm.
shiiiiitt immma own that old navy up.
missing ball though=/

peace im out, ill update later!

"don't get mad, get paid!"
amen!

got killed in ball yesterday,
why are most ronegs so good at ball wtf,
all that chicken must payoff.
k no racial no racial,
but seriously... we got killed.

day 1, the search continues
FUCK YOU DONNICI YOU TAF TAF TAF
FUCKING GIVING ME 84% ON MY REPORT CARD
SO THAT'S WHY I FUCKING OWNED THAT PROVINCIAL AND GOT 87%?
YOU FUCKING TAF!
HOW THE FUCK DO I GET 84% WHEN I GOT AN A ON ALL MY TESTS AND HAND IN ALL MY HOMEWORK...................................................................
FUCKING DICK.
GONNA OWN HISTORY NEXT YEAR, JESUS!
this is the first time i actually saw all my provincial marks.
Socials 11: A
Science 10: B
English 10: B
Math 10: C
well its math sue me.
i think imma switch LIT for BIO, and i don't even wanna take GEO WTF,
im already talking bout school... ITS AUGUST! HOLY!
school starts September 8th, shiiiit.