all or nothing

whats going on with me...
fuck this feeling of being.... scared?
why this scared feeling?
it feels like tish!

just want live life with no worries...
and enjoy it with everyone!
fuck:(

please God dont let me have it :( :( :(......

i cant stop worrying...

fuck.

fucking got killed in soccer 5-1...
had such a big headache during the game..
fuck these antibiotics... so strong and shit..

:( whatever...

canucks - hawks on Saturday... fuck im so ready!
gg Washington!

His man called said

"your time might be now"

"what am i doing, what am i doing
oh yeah thats right im doing me, im doing me
im living life right now man
and this what imma do till its over, its over..
but its far from over."

the love of driving

straight up i cant help but not enjoy driving..
the fact that when i cant sleep, i can go out for a late night cruise through Stanley park, or downtown like fuuuucccccck. but shit last night woke up from a nightmare, whats the remedy? late night driving baby. decided to hit up the LEC.. where we won it all. Langley Events Centre.. damn man i cant believe we did it. finally won a blue banner, shit so much memories came flooding back so quick! gas? fuck it! ill manage. man even though its so beast n shit and so big, i wouldn't want any other!