fuck I'm feeling sad and depressed...
not relationship problems, that shit is going gooooooooooodddd! :)
but iunno like i feel like... iunno
its stupid to explain
feels like ive done something wrong, but iunno cuz Ive barley been out since i work night shifts...
like especially this vibe im getting from a certain individual...
maybe its nothing.. maybe its something
fuck iunno.
i hate having this feelings inside shiit,
feels so hurt and it may not even be anything

work today was chill!
4-1am at Franklin school with Adrienne and then Daniel after 12.
i love my foremen "supervisors"..
there so chill shit.

I miss my uncle.. shiit Rest In Paradise!
this hasn't been a good summer I honestly must say...
shiitt.

I'm off to sleep,
gotta wake up at 1 to watch Canada-Uruguay for FIBA Americas Basketball
HAHAHA
night blog!

P.S. Song of the night.. : Well Done - Passion(SF).. RIP Uncle!

its common sense

work at old navy is such a bitch,
i thought during the pne id rather be at old navy...
oh, was i wrong
pne is so chill, i got the chillest supervisor ever and i fucking just sit around and tell cars where to park or direct them in any direction they need to go. If i get less then 10 cars in my area I can leave.. so after 11 all i gotta do is accurately count how many there are for reports coming in over the radio.

people just piss me off at old navy, fucking throwing shit all over the place and not giving a rats ass who cleans it up.
especially today when a fucking Indian lady picked up a WHOLE STACK of white shirts i just folded and threw them on other piles one by one looking for the right size....... and I'm right beside her while shes doing it. or when ANOTHER Indian lady accidentally dropped 3 coat hangers and did int even think of picking them up and just kept on walking..

maybe its because i only had a 5 hour sleep and didn't eat all day till 7pm but i sware i wanted to kill someone. especially my fucking boss telling me to go greet people... they think im fucking annoying and shit when i do that. I'm fucking trying to clean Woman's Clearance which is always a mess.... and I'm half way done and i have to fucking greet people in the store, every single one.. and when i go back to Clearance, fucking shits all messed up again.
i know i sound like a fucking baby and shit but i just got so pissed..

in part i just had a really bad day from start to finish..
but boo hoo, whatever.
I'm finally off after tomorrow..
5 days of working.
my feet hurt.
still got a week n a half left.

i cant sleep and its 4:10..
Jesus.
time is ticking, time is ticking away.

lets make music!

dope day yesterday,
chilled with jael making some deep fried twix, mars bars, and snickers.
holy shit so good
then headed to Marvin's got a cut,
then chillllllllllllleeeeed
fucking crazy ass talk damn
"your cool, but i am cool, I am THE cool"
AHHAH fucking crazy stories.
then just chilled at home with the family
couldn't go back out cuz my brother wasn't home and he did int have his key
shiiit.
peace to my summer,
I'm like working 2 and half weeks straight except for the 27Th, OWN IT UP SHANNON AND CHRIS!
lets start making that cash baby!
school in 17 days
birthday and Oregon in 30 days
74 days till destiny.......
HAHAHAHA
riiiigghht.
work 4-closing, that's like either 12-1-2... SHIIIT

full blogpost tomorrow night... or saturday morning.. depends how i feel
need to vent some shit out.
but till then,
enjoy this..
PEACE

doog day today
watermania with the guys then rc
pretty dopeee dope dope.

start work tomorrow, 4-10
everyone says its so easy but iunno yo,
im like stressing,
i dont wanna fuck up on my first day at work!
im missing ball to,
and i need the practice because i suck...
in rybl im averaging like 4 points and like 7 rebounds a game....
and like...4 fouls
I suck, jesus.

Kook and the Gang, hella 1980's music but still pretty good,
soooo llich.

problems? nah i dont got any right now, my life is really just calm at the moment.
although this certain person is pissing me off because he or she is hella trying to social climb because he or she has no friends anymore and no one likes this person.. and he or she is using peoples kindness.

like wtf? no one really likes you anymore,
and you still have the nerve to use people?
abuse there kindness?
wtf, such bullshit.
but its all good.
whatever happens happens.

mom comes back tomorrow night and my baby girl in 7 days:(
i miss my mom.
shit.

92 more days..
fucking 3 months.
so far.

keep on keepin the faith!

Fucking love you guys man
no homo,
dope night
Det and Danica,
you guys are fucking awesome.
areyouthatdense,your yag!
seap what a night/morning!

only 4 hours of sleep.
imma take a long ass nap!

finally start work Wednesday n Friday 4-10pm.
shiiiiitt immma own that old navy up.
missing ball though=/

peace im out, ill update later!

"don't get mad, get paid!"
amen!

got killed in ball yesterday,
why are most ronegs so good at ball wtf,
all that chicken must payoff.
k no racial no racial,
but seriously... we got killed.

day 1, the search continues
FUCK YOU DONNICI YOU TAF TAF TAF
FUCKING GIVING ME 84% ON MY REPORT CARD
SO THAT'S WHY I FUCKING OWNED THAT PROVINCIAL AND GOT 87%?
YOU FUCKING TAF!
HOW THE FUCK DO I GET 84% WHEN I GOT AN A ON ALL MY TESTS AND HAND IN ALL MY HOMEWORK...................................................................
FUCKING DICK.
GONNA OWN HISTORY NEXT YEAR, JESUS!
this is the first time i actually saw all my provincial marks.
Socials 11: A
Science 10: B
English 10: B
Math 10: C
well its math sue me.
i think imma switch LIT for BIO, and i don't even wanna take GEO WTF,
im already talking bout school... ITS AUGUST! HOLY!
school starts September 8th, shiiiit.